she clearly is constantly hyperfocused on just staying alive in the messed up hierarchy of high school, so its at least understandable why she did some things, but if that means shes worthy of forgivenes is a different story, probably different for each person, so whether you can or cant forgive heather m, either way is valid. I think shes definitely done really shitty things, most notably volunteering veronica for date rape, but i think nothing was really done out of malice but more out of fear? if that makes sense. If anyone else is struggling I’m here to talk. I’m still struggling at school, but at least I have them beside me. And thats it! I couldn’t convey how I felt inside to my parents, so I sent this song to them to try and explain. Whenever she’s going through a tough time I give her advice and support her through it, but when I ask for help, advice, or just any support, her response is “K”, or “Oof”, or “Oh”. When our interests split, I thought she liked the main ‘bully’ more than me. My best friend isn’t mean verbally or physically, and we used to be so close. People who I thought were my friends constantly called me ugly, stupid, fat, saying my outfit was terrible, saying nobody likes me, saying I’m worthless, and yet I still stay with them because I can’t help but feel that no one would want to be more friend. My self esteem and self confidence had vanished. I struggle with toxic relationships/ friendships at school, and my parents were getting worried about how I’ve been acting, being much more self-deprecating and hard on myself.
The weakest and people who don’t fit the standards must be thrown over the side into freezing waters. She’s alone and she feels like there’s too many people on the Lifeboat, so they begin to set standards for the people. She never refers to the people on the Lifeboat as friends. He kept repeating “Our Love is God”, while Veronica is said to sing the same words, but if you listen along closely, you can hear her sing “Our Love is Gone”.įor Lifeboat, Heather MacNamara’s fears and depression is fully revealed.
JD simply sang the lines from earlier in the song. Veronica was holding her hand out, as if she wanted to save him, and later said “What the F*** have you done?!” She was upset and angry about this. Veronica fall to her knees, and after Ram yelling “Stop being a D***!” To JD, he was shot. She ran up to the fence JD and Ram were at, with Ram against the fence, trying to understand why they were doing this. She tried to convince herself he was unconscious, but she knew deep down that he was dead. Veronica stayed behind in worry for Kurt, and tried to get him to wake up. On the final “3”, JD shot Kurt twice, and ran after Ram once he started running away in fear. He even asked earlier if Veronica knew any languages, and she said “French.” He knew this, and used that knowledge to his advantage. I forgot the names of the bullets, but they translated to “I Lie” from German, which wasn’t a language Veronica knew. Veronica thinks this is funny and goes along with the plan, using special bullets with tranquilizer inside it. In Our Love is God, JD and Veronica decide to make a plan to fake Kurt and Ram’s suicides. JD dies in the end, and Veronica has to cope with seeing someone die, wanting to die herself at some point, and dealing with school’s harassment and cruel ways of her fellow classmates, and students while she’s still considered “On Top”.
#Lifeboat lyrics heathers full
In Seventeen, Veronica tries her best to convince JD that he can stop killing people and live a full life with Veronica, and they can live together in peace.
Our Love is God, Seventeen, and Lifeboat all hit me hard.
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